Jasline :)

7 July, the day before my actual bday.

2010-08-13T01:29:00.011+08:00

7 July 2010.
the day before my actual birthday.

As usual, I went to work & left early.
Met hunks & babes for dinner at Bugis, Steamboat.
Although I was kinda late again. :)

Gotta little surprise from them.
They bought me a birthday cake~ :D Coffee flavour.

I was asked to take out the candle __ using my mouth. LOL!

Well done. ;D Jonathan's Idea ahhh~

Bugis MRT station, before everyone go separate ways.
Group photos. :D

WOOHOOO~ LOOK AT THIS!

MY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY KISS FROM FELINE ! :D Sweet. I like.

Appreciate. Thank you everybody. :)
Celebrated my last 17th with me, & welcome my long-waited 18th with me ! ;D

Everyone headed to PHUTURE. except Jonathan, Feline, her boyfriend & brother.
Count down to my 18th ! :D
Although, we were just 4 people headed to the club for party but still did enjoyed ourselves. :)
My very first time to Singapore's club & had my 18th first shots ! :D

Cool ah~ :D I like this photo very much !

My first bday kiss~ to.. DAPHANIE~

Thank You, Sweetheart party with me throughout the night even she was unwell.
Love you. :)

Thank you for counting down with me people ! :D Appreciate really~

& I ended my day..
Nevertheless, calling Baby. :)

Thank You for all the sweet birthday wishes..
Regardless it's through Facebook, text msg, phone calls, direct..
I sincerely appreciate it very muchhhhh~ :D

My 18th Bday Celebration !

2010-08-02T02:51:00.021+08:00

4 July

My 18th Birthday Celebration.

4Days in advance celebration... Rent a chalet at NSRCC,
Gathered everybody together to celebrate my long-waited 18th Birthday!
Big family, Number of friends, but not everybody could make it for the celebration.
Anyway, it doesn't really matter so much, I truly appreciate whoever came. :) Satisfied*
Chalet was crowded, lack of seats. Estimated, 60people came. Wow! I like.
Although, none of my friend & also not many of my relative stay over due to school and work. But I was glad that they still managed to make a trip down for my celebration.

Thank you all dearie.

Well, I know I might neglected some of my friends & family members as i had too many guests keep them entertain. Thank you all dearie for their understanding & yeah, self-service. HAHA!

I love the presents.

My cousin, Winnicia drew for me. :) Sweet*

Presents I received.

Know what?!
Although Lindy was unwell, she even made a trip down to pass me the present and left. That's really surprising. I was really touched.

Thank You Dearie! :D

Hmm..
I am the eldest in the family. I am dote & I am loved. The moment they sang birthday song for me, I almost tears.. Like every year. I am touched, I love to see everyone together. So much love.

Uncle Vince spent the whole day standing there BBQ for everyone.

Mama busy the whole day. Papa busy helping me to entertain the guests.

Not forgotten, My Prince Jayden keep everyone entertained !

For this celebration to go smoothly and successful, although there were things corrupted due to my poor memory but still fine after all... All Thanks to, my Beautiful Mama, my Macho Papa, Thoughtful Uncle Vince, my Prince Jayden, my Pretty Sisters, my Hardworking Maids, my Handsome Boyfriend & his friends, Yong Liang & Yao Hui..they actually came over to my place to help up early in the morning & whoever.... :) Thank you so much.

Who make me looks pretty that day?
My make up artist for the day was my 'lao peng you', been best friend for years & still counting, Catherine Ang ! My hairstylist for the day was Darling Cheryl Soo ! I love you sweethearts. :)

(designed by Cheryl Soo)

& Wishes...

Here are the Dear ones who came...

My Da Gu & childhood playmate, Edward.

My Macho Papa !

My Forever Young & Beautiful Mummy !

My always love me Grandfather & My God-Grandparents !

My God-Grandparents & dear Cousins,
the little girl's bday exactly the same as mine. ;)

My Big F.A.M.I.L.Y !
Although It isn't a complete one. Awaiting for a day for one. :)

Papa's Side !

Mama's Side !

Uncle Kelris & his family.

My Boyfriend, Ivan Lee !
The very first time, I ever admit my boyfriend to my whole family. ;)

Years of friendship, still counting...
Murni, Jia Ling, Catherine & her boyfriend, Heng Kuek.

Kai Xun, Miko & Cheryl.

Besties ! You know, I know. :)

Celine & Cheryl's Mum.

The 3 Hunks.
Cai Tian, Jeremy & Kai Xun, that weirdo !

Baby's Clique !

& Last but Not Least,

THE CHINA FAMILY !
Surprised, People who said not coming & came ! :D LOVE;

I know they love me. :)

LOVERS !

Sexy Lips.......

The Old Loving Couple, Shaonan & Daphanie !

&..

The Young Loving Couple of the day,

love.

KISS ME BABES & LETS START KISSING WITH OUR TENDER LIPS !

"I KISS A GIRL & I LIKE IT"

Denise FIRST KISS to ME, JASLINE LEE ! Wooohooo~.
I love stealing people first kiss eh ! :D

PRESENTS FROM THEM !

THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS DEARIE, I LOVE IT !
Fat, I love you too. Although I only kissed Ong.

My Hyper God-Grandmother !

Highly volka that night !
Look at Mich's face, I think he was too high & even wore Rachel's heels. LOL!

Rachel & Jia Ling !

MY BABY !
So sweet of him, spending the whole night with me. :)

2010-07-18T03:25:00.003+08:00

Have you ever wonder...
Who understand you the most, inside out?

Your friend?
Your best friend?
Your boyfriend?
Your girlfriend?
Your siblings?
Your parents?
Your relative or whoever?

For me, To me..

Will be somebody who watched me grow up since the day I'm born, other than my parents & sibling I grown up with.

They are the ones, who understands me inside out. Everybody gone through different, different thing in their life. And because they are the ones who exactly know what i have gone through.. That's why they know what's on my mind, deep in my heart, how i feel & what affected me. I might not tell, because they know I am such a person who keep almost every unhappiness to myself. Regardless how unhappy i am, i doubt anyone see me cry before. HAHA! Other than maybe them, my family.. Well, family doesn't mean only my parents and siblings.. Because 'that' is when i can eventually blast out with tears & failed to hide. (past)

Frankly speaking, I don't think anyone truly understand me, although I might tell you... but how much i said, how much you know, it's just very very partial of it. Because you are not the one, who see what's actually happened & things i had gone through, THEY ARE.

Maybe friends who knows me well.. You would realised, or know.. It's very seldom i talk about my past & my childhood. I hate to think back, although I love&hate to recall, even a little i wanna speak out somehow. Too lazy, too tired, too much, it's more than enough. And now, I am already used to put everything behind-hind-hind-hind-hind, far behind, back of my brain, won't bother to recall, won't bother to think. Might be trying to avoid or maybe i had already accepted. Well, Of course happiness will stay. :)

I love my papa, mama & everyone in my family, I love people who love me, who cares for me. I love them. I have grown up & yeah, 18th this year, time passed so quickly. I am used to everything, everything that happened. What happen, happened.. Now those doesn't matter, anymore, any longer. Because I know & had learnt to do now is to put the past behind & live happier, better than ever. Learning to speak out when needed to. Because I have grown up !

:D I will live happily & better because everyone wants me to & not only they want me to, because I WANT TO TOO !

(V)

17-20 June 2010, Genting Trip.

2010-07-12T00:53:00.006+08:00

17 to 20 June was an awesome genting trip with Dad, Jeanis, Michelle, Aunty Violet & Ivan.
It's the very first time, I asked boyfriend along & also, Dad & Mum agreed to make our trip there at night.
Oh yeah, needed to thank Baby's Papa sent us to Goldmile that day.

20th was marvellous, because.. Sisters & I managed to celebrate Papa's Day there with Papa, although we did nothing much, just simple wishes. & Of course not only this that made it marvellous.. Baby & I also celebrated our 3months/11monthsary there when the clock strike 12midnight. How sweet. So now, You see how marvellous it was. :D
4Days & 3 Nights stick together, Day & Night. Kinda not used to it when we were back to Singapore. I just miss those days, honestly.

What I enjoyed most was the Outdoor Theme Park with Ivan & Sisters. Although we nearly fell into an argument with someone else but that didn't affect us either. Fun rides we had, I love the roller coaster most.. I even play twice. ;) Although, Baby seriously think I am mad because he seriously hate roller coaster now. Wahahahahaha! We bought few photographs & key chain snap on those rides.

Didn't really spent much time with Papa. Only when it comes to lunch/dinner. He went to enjoy himself while we were too. :) We always kept him waiting, due to overslept. LOL. So bad, I know. & he nagged. :x

Baby often feel kinda bad when Dad paid for almost everything. Well, can't help it. Because, everything was together, includes everyone. Baby even tried to pass Dad some money yet HAHA! Papa rejected of course, I know Baby felt really bad. But, Papa said his job was to take good care of us, would be enough. :) So of course, Baby took very good care of us. ;)

Baby & I was 2 patient. Kept on coughing & taking medicine. LOL. I even had bad backache due to big bruise on my back. Needed to thank Baby so much for rubbing for me, & of course it gets better. :) Although we were slightly unwell, but it didn't affected us from having fun.

The 1st night was 2 queen size bed, Jeanis & Michelle shared one & Baby & I shared one when we reached at Highland Hotel. The following days was, 1 queen size bed, squeezed 4 people. Because we didn't manage to rent one more bed. LOL. So yeah, Jeanis, Michelle, myself & Ivan. (: Okay, I don't mind it, because..... hehehe! I could stay close with Baby. LOL.

We caught a concert, something like a performance & magic show, called Dazzle. Not bad. *thumbs up* We caught Karate Kid too, midnight movie. Okay, I like. Rate 9/10 ! Very nice! Oh ya, We did hand-waxing !!! Jeanis & Michelle did one on their own & Baby & I did one for our 3mth/11mthsary. :) Sweet & meaningful. :D It's still at my place. :)

While Sisters busy with lan. Baby & I went clubbing too, for the very first time, we stepped into the club together. Although the music seriously 'cannot make it' there. But still, fun. We danced, I didn't drink much, he likes. Papa & Aunty Violet joined us. Baby piggy-back me a distance after clubbing. Sweet. I love hopping onto his back, like anytime, any when. Because he always manage to carry me like a child, or even like a baby in his arm. :)

The last day sucks, because it's time to bid goodbye to genting & back to Singapore. We bought toys for other siblings. Know what?! the worst thing was, when I reached Singapore... I fell sick again. Fever & etc said hello to me for 2days & didn't manage to start work. Laugh At Me. But how sweet for him to come over the next day & took care of me. He cares. :D

I LOVE THE GENTING TRIP WE HAD.
ENJOYED TIME SPENDING WITH EVERYONE.
LOVED.

2010-07-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

7 HOURS TO 18TH !

PARTY PEOPLE ! :D

LOVE LOVE LOVE !

2010-07-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

HEY PARTY PEOPLE TOMORROW !

SEE YOU HUNKS & BABES !

:D

2010-06-29T15:03:00.003+08:00

Last Friday,
was the first time baby pick me up off work at my workplace.
Although, I, who requested.. He can be more sweet if he do so.
But It's still sweet enough that he did so. :) love.

I will see baby later.
Gonna get my bday cake ! :DDD

2010-06-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

Hello People!

I am back from genting like a week ago already.
I will update about genting real soon. :) Stay tune.

For now, I will update about last Saturday.
Other night with baby, out there for one whole day.
Morning to the next morning. LOL.

Morning, headed to Baby's Place.
We went to play basketball with Yong Liang, Han Jun & Sze Zhuang.
It's been like for month & months since i last touched basketball or even exercise.
It's not easy to train back shooting for just one time. failed. Very sad.
Although, my shooting were not that accurate but still did enjoyed.

Afternoon,
Back to Baby's Place. Had lunch & prepared ourselves..
We headed to town.
We went to collect my spoilt mp3 at Wisma.
I bought banana at Wisma food court & I ate it while on my way to Cine.
HAHAHAHA! Imagine, you peeling a banana while walking in the crowd. Laugh Out Loud. This only happen..once in a lifetime ! LOL!
We caught a movie, we booked online, 'She's out of my league' !
I would rate 8-9/10 ! *Thumbs up* I laughed like crazy!
Oh yeah, Know what?! I saw my ex-classmate from amkss, he was the one collected our tickets. Well, didn't manage to talk to him much as we nid to rushed off for movie.

Evening/Night,
Baby went Steakhouse at Cine to have our dinner.
Hmm, We were not very satisfied with the steak of the day. But baby managed to finished all, including mine when I'm full. HAHA!

It's Saturday night.
It's too boring to go home that early right.
So, we decided to walked to Clarke Quay from town.
Looking for live band but couldn't find any nice one.
Club, can't go. Pub, I don't feel like drinking.
So we walked around & bought my favourite ice cream there!

Oh yeah, the night is still young....
Baby & I decided to take bus to Bugis for Sheesha.
Supposed we tot of going Marina Barrage but will be next time. :)
My first Sheesha with Baby~ Love. Grape !
Everywhere, World cup.. No doubt, watched world cup there too.
Chit chat, ordered some finger food. :D

We left around 3plus, 4am.
Tried to catch the last night-rider at Clarke Quay but failed.
Regretted leaving Sheesha so early & ended up we got nowhere to go while waiting for the first train. Asshole!
Loiter around like home-less kid, sleep anywhere. LOL!
But it's still nice with baby around. :D All we had is fun !
Baby carried me in his arm ! How sweet ! Smacking & pushing each other head !
I love hang out with Baby like this. :D

So we looks like the alive zombie while heading home in the morning. LOL!
Then poor baby, had to wake up early after awhile of sleep for work, HAHA!

I love you & I love you too.

2010-06-17T12:45:00.002+08:00

I am currently working now.
Baby is currently having his internship training in school now.
&...
We are going genting together later !
Few hours time & 4days 3nights together.
Our 3rd/11th months together, will be there.
Special one. :)

Unexpectedly.

Father's Day with Daddy at genting too.
How nice. :)

I love 20th !

Sisters, Dad & ___ there already.
Will see them tomorrow morning.
Weeeee~

Gonna be fun fun fun.
Though, Baby & I still having bad cough.
I haven fully recover yet.
& worst, I just hurt my back, bruise.

Believe this is not gonna affect us.
So yeah, it's time to enjoy !!! :D

Will be back on sunday night~ LOVE.

M&M's 18th Birthday Celebration

2010-06-12T22:38:00.012+08:00

5 June
Michael & Mei Zi's 18th Birthday Celebration
China Family June's Babies.

Plan didn't go accordingly due to the poor weather that cheated us, all.
Supposed to be an outdoor celebration, ended up sort of indoor.
We went to town, book a room at Cine to surprised Mei Zi.

We had our picnic in that little room.
An hour later, something cock up & we were asked to go.
Remainder food & drinks, worst still we went to buy again.
We went Orchard Central rooftop & try to finish up the food.

Play game, of course.. Indian Poker!
Own creation food for loser. Very nice. I kanna tooo~

For RACHEL,

For DENISE,

Would be full of Mei Zi's favourite chocolate which Denise dislike most ! Wahahahahaha!

For YINLUE,

OUTCOME !!!! Wahahahaha~

& Last For JONATHAN,
We Paka, He lost, Who ask him so lucky, No choice, We need to chu pattern...
We don't give face ! We take turn to add whatever stuff & he gonna eat it ! Wahahahaha!

LOOK !

He finished UP !

Fish&Co for dinner, surprised Michael....

(P/S: LF, Don't try to seduce my sweetheart hor!)

& Michael surprised us too, as he brought his girlfriend along. Wow! Congrats!

Know what?!
I am in love with the live band there, seriously.
I can't stop staring at them while they started singing. fly*
I love live band, like so much, so much.

Although, Plan didn't go smoothly like how it supposed to be.
But, that didn't affected us from having fun !
Everyone enjoyed themselves....... CHEERS !

NEXT, Celebration will be....will be....

MINE !!!!

I am looking forward to it, very !

Well, after the celebration.... my day didn't end there though the shops were closed.

I met Baby....
We caught midnight movie at Plaza Singapura.

Our mini free popcorn combo !

We watched KILLERS. I like it ! Very nice.
We didn't go home after the movie.
We went 7-eleven to get some food.
We didn't wanna waste money for Night Rider.
So, We decided to wait for the very first train.
So we spent the night together strolling around Orchard Road.
I think we had finished walking the whole Orchrd Road. LOL.
Chit Chatting all the way like never ending~ I love it !
Never like this before, as in spending the whole night together. Great!
Happy, Happy... wandering with him around. Simple.

HAHAHAHA! Mind our sleepy eyes~

&.. because of that night....

I fell sick the following day, very sick.
Didn't manage to go work for 2days.

Laugh At Me.

I am still recovering~
Baby haven fully recover yet, even after visiting the doctor... :'(
Please get well soon dear.

Well, although...
Recently we were kinda upset with some stuff.
At least we spoke up, At least we know what are the problems.
It takes time to stabilise everything......
You know, I understand, I know, You understand...
Think is right then change~ Simple. :)

I know, we will be fine.

I miss you.

2010-06-12T03:45:00.002+08:00

Insomnia past few night.
I don't know exactly what bothering me,
until that night after we spoke...
I finally realised.

At first,
I didn't know this gonna affect me so badly.
I didn't know I am so upset until when I taste my tears.
I didn't expect myself from crying over this.

Laugh At Me.

All because of you don't like, you don't care.
So what now,
I don't know if you really like it or not & You promised you gonna care, because you think you SHOULD.

Laugh Out Loud.

What's the point?
I don't wanna bother.
Speechless still.

I still trying hard to get over this matter.
I am still very upset.

2010-06-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

Baby & I went to town today & get present.
Drop by Miko's workplace for awhile.
Happy outing, everything was fine during day & now, sucks.
I am in a very foul mood nowwwww ! Serious.
He sent me home...

Then I don't talk to you.
You don't talk to me too.
So we shut all the way!

I just don't understand guys okay.
Why are they like that?!
Fuck, Don't you know how worry am i.
You are having bad cough for so long, getting worst.
Can't you bloodly hell go visit a doctor & see what went wrong then continue coughing like this !
Cursing urself, getting pissed because of it.
You spend so much money buying different medicine & it don't seem to help.
Why not you jolly well so visit a doctor & get the right medicine from doctor.
Asked you go see doctor, see first, see first.
Can't you see everyone is worry for you ! fucked up !

Arrrrrrghhhhh.
Irritated, seriously !!!

2010-06-01T09:45:00.003+08:00

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE !

Oh well,
It's been almost a month since i see the morning sun & feel the morning breeze.
Reason I woke up so, yeah very early today...
It's because I stayed over at Cheryl's Place last night, & she needed to wake up early for school today, this morning.
She having her O'level F&N Practical exam now. Wish her All the Best !
Godma took a cab & fetched Cheryl to school then dropped me there too...
After i killing my brain cells like billions last night, finally decided to go Bedok...
I went to buy breakfast for baby & myself. Bought the congee that baby liked.
& Now, I am at his place already. Luckily his mum is awake to open the gate for me. Wooooshh~
He is still sleeping & I am gonna wake him up at 10.15am later.
Well, He didn't know i'm gonna be here this morning. Just wanna give him a little surprise.
My poor baby, slept kinda 'early' this morning at 6am.
He finished his project at 4plus & couldn't sleep due to his very bad cough kept him awake.
How poor thing. Seriously hope he can get well soon. His mum just brought him a new cough syrup, hope it helps.
Awaiting for him to get up & have breakfast with him.
His mum just made me a cup of milo. :)

OMG, my phone text msg is ringing.
I hope he cannot hear. :x

Always be my love.

2010-05-29T20:19:00.002+08:00

Way Back Into LOVE.

♥

2010-05-26T01:08:00.002+08:00

When we gets old together. :)
This happens......

2010-05-25T03:00:00.008+08:00

Last Saturday,

Met Baby, Yi ling & Jitu at Plaza Singapura.
Shopped around & had our dinner together.
Supposed to catch a movie yet ended up nothing nice worth watching.
We walked to town, happily shopping with Yi ling.
In & out of the fitting room.. Wow!
The guys waited for us & spent their time chit-chatting~.
Anyway, we gotta ourselves clothes. ;D
I gonna miss spending time with her.

When shops were closing,
took sometimes to plan what's next..
Headed to Yi ling's place & supposed to drove somewhere to chill.
Yet ended stay at Yi ling's place.
Troubled her to cook noodles for us & also her mum when she is back.
Justin came over for awhile as Jitu & him were going out for night fishing.

Justin & Jitu drove us out.
Justin went to change his car to lorry.

& Happily baby & i sat at the back.
OMG! I love the wind that mess up my hair & the stars above watching us.
I don't know why am i so happy when i see so many stars above which makes me almost tears. serious.
I think I am too emotional, all too happy being with him. :D
They dropped us at Pasir Ris Inter.

Baby & I had a great chat throughout the night at MacDonald.
It's a very memorable MacDonald to me. :D
Because this is where we first met !

(P/S: Sleepy eyes)
With him beside, just great.

He sent me home & I waited to bus with him.
He didn't manage to catch the last NR. :(
After wisely consideration, no choice, he stayed over at my place till morning & cab home after that.

Baby having bad cough & sore throat for days.
Which makes me very worry for him, heart aching..
Thou, at times his cough kinda ignoring la. :X
I seriously hope he could get well soon.
Don't because of project neglected his health.
I am worried, baby.

I AM HAPPILY IN LOVE WITH HIM NOWWW~

2nd/10monthsary ♥

2010-05-24T22:28:00.020+08:00

Last Thursday,

20 May.

Baby & I celebrated our 2months/10monthsary together.

Baby came over to my place & waited for me.
We went to NTUC to buy food because we planned to have a picnic at Marina Barrage.
Very sweet right, I know.. Because I also think so. Wahahahahaha!

Anyway, Baby carried the food & drinks all the way from my place to Marina Bay & we took the shutter bus in. Warm weather, Baby perspired like mad. LOL!

this is what I received on our first 2nd month. :)

We wandering around while waiting for the sun to set, gets cooler....

What we bought & brought. :D

We went to find a spot on the green grass to settled down for picnic. :]

This is how it looked like when it landed on baby's hand.

Come On,
Take A Look At What I Gave Baby On The 2mth/10mothsary.

& He was busy reading.....

Well, not only that...

(P/S: He looks plum in this photo, he is not)

So How Is It?
Spend my whole night, finish this masterpiece.
I find it sweet, Baby love it. That's enough. :)

Oh ya, I bought 2 tops for Baby too.
Anyway, It's on offer.. So yeah.. :)

Simple T-shirt, Deepest Meaning~

With so much love.

love you baby.

(P/S: Heavy eye bags, lack of sleep)

He loves the ham & he made it for me ! :D

Happy Girl.

I had successfully surprised him with this.
&... I caught him smiling constantly when he received this. :)
He put it back into the envelop gently & asked me to keep properly..

One boy, One Girl two heart beats as one.

Lying on ur lap, looking at the sky until it turns dark & see the sun again.
Who don't want this kind of love. :)

When the sunset.....

Eventually, we are too sweet ! Until ants came to find us.

When the sky getting darker..
I fell asleep on the map & baby, keep me warm when I feel cold.

I was too tired & I snored.
Baby wouldn't mind, & stay by me.

When I get up, the sky was already dark.
Beautiful night scenery & kites above.

We packed up & leave to somewhere else.
Marina barrage..
It's drizzling, walked till the last empty shelter with baby.

RO-MAN-TIC ehh..
We left around 10plus, 11p.m.
I hopped on baby's back & he piggy-back me across the bridge...
Oh-s0-sweet & it's drizzling out there. :D

Baby, Thanks for being there when I needed you the most.

AHA! See this..
I feel so clever because of this especially.
I feel so smart that day, because I get things right on my own. :D

It's read horizontally, not vertical. :D

While waiting for bus,

We fight again.

&..

We danced again.
Be the first guy who dance with me,
& Be the last guy who make the last turn.

& Baby, Because ur childish act makes me smile so much.
Without you, I won't be so happy like now.

Oh yeah,
We realised we had missed the bus stop we supposed to alight until baby went forward & asked the driver.
So yeah, luckily we manage to alight at the other stop which near Tanjong Pagar MRT.

Baby, didn't manage to send me home.
Because we both needed to catch the last train. :D

Great fun with baby~

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY....

2010-05-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

Last week,
19 May..

I went for lunch & shopping with Feline at Bugis.

We had pepper lunch.

Omg! Look at Feline's..
Hers really PEPPER lunch.

Guess what?!
We met an actor, Ben there.

They were filming & Yes, he looks good !

& We manage to take a photo with him.

Feline accompanied me to get something.
Spent sometime searching & choosing.
Without her, I think.. HAHA! I am gonna spend hours there.
Thanks to all her opinion.

Yeah, We me Rachel for dinner.
Accompanied her for subway & I needed to hurry off.

Because,

I needed do something important.
which makes me act like a silly.

I reached home, dig out photos of baby & i.
It's 9.40pm already, I ran to station & train to Hougang Mall.
Hoping the filming shop still opened yet I am disappointed to see it's closed already.
As I was about to leave Hougang, I saw another filming shop !
About to close, but not yet. Supposed the owner rejected me & how silly am i to please him, then he allowed. LOL!
I took an hour plus to print my photos, shivering legs & hands because I was the only one left.
Luckily the uncle was kind enough to let me in, & allow me to take my time.
Wooooooshhh~ If not... :/

Everything was too last min..
Although I felt kinda silly but overall worth it ! :D

2010-05-24T18:49:00.009+08:00

Hey readers,

I'm back. I know Its been sometime since i updated my blog. & Here's some updates. Well, I am always doing fine with baby, family & friend around. The only thing been bothering me was no other than studies. People asking "so what have you been doing, recently? Study? Working?" HA! "No, no, I don't know." I am dangling around doing nothing meaningful that helps on my future. Moving on aimlessly, spent almost half of this year like this. Why ah? Where the old Jasline who play hard & study hard go? Feel so good-for-nothing now. No goals, no planning, hate. I think i really need to do reflection on this! Stop wasting time, start planning & work for it. This should be the way right. Determination, encouragement, motivation. So here again, Mum spoke to me & I think that should be the way. Continue to study for O'level ! Although I know it's gonna be kinda tough, doesn't matter. If i want, i can. If I can, I will. I know, Baby will be there & he said he will, so i believe he will like how he stands by me when i was taking my n'level 2years back. Come on, I wanna be good-for-something, not nothing ! ;D

Yeah! Now, some overdue post to update my readers.

1week plus back, 15 May.

Was invited by Miko's BOYFRIEND, Chu Guan to celebrate his 20th birthday.

Settled down at one of the pub at Boat Quay with Chu Guan, his army friends & my 2 ladies, Cheryl & Miko.
We play games, drink, sing, chit chat, take photos & etc. :)

Cheryl was kind of the spot light of the day,

because.. guys were attracted to her. :D Fighting for her, LOL ! Pretty.

Something extremely touching happened that night,

Chu Guan's confession leads to Miko's tears... That's the most interesting part of the night.

When I get a little tipsy, I spoke out of my mind but nothing bad, just trying to tied nods.

Miko happy, we, sisters beside her will be happy for her too.
Who bully her, we, sisters will peel of his skin. Just so simple.

It's a happening night, & I gotta myself drunk, I think I was too elated.
Although I don't think I drank much. Just beer & liquor & goodbye.
Being the merlion of the day, don't make me feel good, pretty unglum.
The worst thing was, Miko need to call Ivan sent me home.
Okay, Baby was kinda pissed off & I took sometime to coax him the next day.

Eventually, I made Mum worried for the whole night until Baby called Mum & tell her I am fine.
I had troubled Baby for the whole night, he stayed over at my place, slept on the chair & make sure I'm fine. He was kinda worried & I heard him complaining through the phone that night, not to me but his friend. He went home in the morning..
Hangover next day made me feel so sick.
Baby was worried & seriously unhappy about it too. I had apologised for that.

:)

Anyway, Anyway..

They are together !
Not on that day, officially.
But, It's on 18 May ! 3days later. ;D
Love is in the air.

With all my blessing, sweetheart.

Photos of the day;

HAD FUN WITH EVERYONE !

&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS BIG GUY !

2010-05-17T01:58:00.011+08:00

Its been sometime since we last met up.

Finally,

The China Family gathering on 12May at Vivo.

This time, 01 is with us.
Kinda surprised to see her. :D

So here's some update of one of the recent movie, we just watched.

IP MAN 2 !

Ladies version !

I wanna VS you !

LITTLE FATTY vs 01 !

Time never enough for us.

XI GUA DIAN BU DIAN?

Everyone say...

DIANNNN~

AHA!

Above 16 are you?

If No, close ur eyes & stroll down.

If YES,

SEE THIS !

RAPE !

OH YA,

We ate this !

Yigloo !

Love love love.

omg ! who is tat?! look clearly !

MEET UP REAL SOON CHINA FAMILY LOVE !

Overdue Post

2010-05-14T11:54:00.009+08:00

9 MAY, MOTHER'S DAY

Went to Hougang for dinner.
I treated my Mum 40bucks & she paid the rest.

I am thankful for everything you have given me, Mum.
Aunty Lyn left & Mum had been the one doing almost all the house chores, looking after brother & us.
She takes good care of us & ensure every tiny little thing well done.

Some words keep repeating but will never feel bored,

I love you, Mum.

Well, I didn't manage to snap photo with Mum.
Just candids shots. :D

He is always so mischievous.

My Naughty, Cheeky & Adorable Brother !

11 May, Marina Bay Sands with Baby.

I went for interview in the morning & waited for him to dismiss.
I went back to Pasir Ris from Bishan & headed to his school when he called.
Met Yiling & went to visit her booth. But didn't buy anything from there.

Baby & I decided to head down to IR & explore.
Renovation not fully done yet, so yeah.. nothing much to shop yet.
We only found the nearest Coffee Bean to settle down & had our tea breaks.

Walked to Marina Square & shopped for awhile.
As we walked to the furniture & wedding dress column.
People looked at us like we kind of new married couple. LOL !
Do i look like? LOL! Maybe Baby do, but for sure not me. Too young. Serious. LOL!
Had KFC for dinner & I ate mashed potato only. Don't feel like eating.

BABY'S TRADEMARK, he said

& so,

I DID IT TOOO ! Wahahahahaha!

Omg, look at his face. LOL !

Anyway, We had little argument & manage to solve it after ice cream. :)
We walked to somewhere near the flyer & chill. ;D
& Yes, headed home after that.
Circle Line helps a lot & cut down on walking~ *thumbs up*

Today, Last Day Of work.
Nothing much to elaborate.
Don't wanna talk much about it.
Yeah, So take care everyone & bye. :D

Some people appear & disappear.
Only people who care will always be there.

:)

HERE,

Prince Jayden !

He drinks milk himself now.

He 'reads' like he understand.

He sits like a big boy now.

He smiles to the camera when I say, SMILE.

Dear boy.

Yes, Yes, Yes.

The CHINA FAMILY just had an outing recently.
Gathering.... :DDDDD
I will update soon. :D
Stay Tune!

2010-05-09T02:16:00.003+08:00

BABY,

YOU ARE

THE BEST !

2010-05-09T01:12:00.004+08:00

Baby, keep ur mouth-sssss close & listen to what I am gonna say...

I am missing you, right now.

I love,
When your palm touches mine.

I love,
When you don't bear to let go, like how much i do.

I love,
When you hug me tight in ur arms & kiss me.

I love,
When you look into my eyes & speak to me.

I love,
When you make an effort to make me happy.

I love,
When you remember everything little thing i said.

I love,
When you being honest.

I love,
When you try to coax me.

I love,
Being myself when I am with you.

I love,
Being dote by you.

I love,
Being the only one.

I love,
The happiness you trying to give me.

I love,
Being that silly missing you badly, believe you miss me too.

I love,
When you try to be sweet.

I love,
When you correct me.

I love,
When you lead the way with me being that 'lu ci' & you are not that 'lu zhu'.

I love,
When you get serious by showing how much you care.

I love,
When we are together..........like only us.

So much, I love..
Words can't say it all.

Because I just love you so much.
You know, I know. :D

a simple word,
HAPPY express it all, baby.

By didn't expect this to happen,
Nature take place & bring us together again.
Cherished what been given to us right now.
I feel so blessed by how it happened & going on.

2010-05-06T13:58:00.007+08:00

(center parting, okay anot?)

Now,

Baby & I don't get to meet that often already.
Because.. He is kinda busy with projects & I'm working.
Feel so much like he is in NS & I am waiting for him to check out on weekends.
Because only weekends we are able to spend more time together.

Last Sunday,
finally we go on a date again.

We went several places to catch a movie, searching for better seats.
We met at Plaza Singapura, check out the seats for IP MEN 2 yet kinda sold out.
We walked to Cathay, same thing & decided to take bus to Bugis.
Went Iluma & Yeah, finally bought our tickets.
About 2hours for the show to start so we just hang around.
Bugis, & never failed to eat the Italian ice cream at Bugis street.
That is my favourite ice-cream ever ! ;D
We went to Shi Ma Lu to have dessert again.
Know what?! We actually explored a new place. Very relaxing, serious.

I didn't know have sucha place at bugis until we went forward & take a look.
Its a kinda romantic restaurant over there. Weee~

Baby & I sat on the bunch & swing, its very sweet...

Although we didn't eat. :x
But its seriously very nice there..... I love it.

Baby & I,

Finally caught our long craved movie.

IP MEN 2 !

Its totally worth watching.
Those fight & more comedy this time, compare to part 1. :D

Although the screen was seriously cannot make it, blur, not clear. -.-
But yeah, still we watched ! :D
Oh ya, Coincidence, Baby's friend just sat exactly next to us. LOL!

Its already 10p.m went the movie ended.
Shops were closing so yeah, decided to have our dinner at kopitiam near my place.
We decided to take bus there, again.. we saw his friend. :)

Had our dinner, accompanied baby to catch his last bus & I headed home. :D

Seem like time flies faster than ever whenever we are together.

2010-04-30T16:14:00.002+08:00

I tried to appeal for higher nitec.
Been waiting for this day to know the result.
Didn't mean to put too much hope on it, either.

The result is still..

UNSUCCESSFUL.

I didn't put too much hope.
But yeah, still kinda disappointed about it.

*Big sign*

Share plan for my next move already.
Either apply next year again, or .. other way out.

DISAPPOINTED, myself.

2010-04-30T15:01:00.002+08:00

So, Its been almost a week since I met up with Baby.

Yesterday's text conversation.
Its kinda sweet, though It's nothing special.

BABY:

You must be tired because you've been running thru my mind,
You gotta be a thief because you have stolen my heart,
& I must have been a bad shooter because i keep missing you. =)

[since don't know when is the last time, i receive sucha text from him.. though its kind of secondary school feeling ahhh..]

ME:

If its true, I will endure, I will continue running..
I don't wanna live a day without me running thru ur mind.
If I'm thief that stolen ur heart, I won't sell it for money..
I will never sell it away, I will keep it to myself.
In that case, I won't want you to be good at it either.
I don't want spend a day without you missing me.
Only me. :)

BABY:

I won't want you to stop running.
I won't want you to sell it away.
I won't want to live a day without missing you too!

ME:

I won't as long as you don't. :)

BABY:
(trying to use china tone in the sms)

Na er hui ahhhh...

ME:

Ni shou de ahhhh..

BABY:

Yes:) You don't make me feel regret hor, love.

ME:

You don't make me feel regret too hor, b !

BABY:

Yup. :)

....

Sweet, Very sweet.
Happily in love. :D
Awaiting for next meet up.

2010-04-26T17:35:00.000+08:00

I miss you.

2010-04-26T14:00:00.002+08:00

Last Thursday,

Daddy brought us out for dinner with Baby Kevonne & Kesha.
Its been sometime since we met Daddy.
Finally get to see him, my handsome Papa.

We went Terminal 3, Hong Kong Cafe to have dinner.
Well, the food there not very delicious.
Daddy kept complaining, even myself also think so compare to town's outlet.
I love the Mango Ice. Its very very nice. :D

Went to shopped around. :)
Had fun playing with Kevonne, this adorable girl who is my youngest sister.

After all, I hate the last part.
We had to bid goodbye & see you soon.
Always feel like tearing.

Daddy's Daughters !

We Are Sisters!

2010-04-24T01:47:00.006+08:00

On Tuesday,
which is 20 April 2010.

Is the official date we are together for 1month/9months.
We had our simple celebration at Vivo city.
We decided to meet up for dinner after my work & his stuff.

I was little pissed off, because I waited for him about an hour or more.
Although I can't break his record by waiting for me for 7 hours.
But I can be quite impatient waiting for guys especially.
& worst still, its this memorable day.
Thought, we could spent more time together, throughout the evening.
Happily knocked off asap, rushed to meet him & he was late. ;[

BUT... Aha! Absolutely FORGIVEN !

Met him after a long way.
About to vent my anger with my charcoal face.

HE..HE..

Surprised me with the ROSES hidden behind his back.

I am totally surprised !
Somehow, My anger just disappeared in that second.
My heart meltttttt, meltttttt.. melttttt.. meltttttt.. The unexpected !
He actually successfully bluffed me by telling me, he would be late because he gonna get something for his brother first.
Yet, Was actually he went all the way down to Bedok from his place to buy those roses to surprise ME.
& The sweetest part of all,
Is when.. He came all the way down from there, tolerating people using weirdo eyes stared at him & started talking about it & he felt quite uncomfortable with the roses held in his hand.
Imagine a big guy, with no one beside him, alone, holding roses, who won't stare at him right.
It takes lots of courage to bring to so far.
Eventually, he made it JUST FOR ME.
Obviously, I am very touched & delighted.
Never i thought he would do this !~
Its just so sweet,.......

Baby and I went to try Mussel Guy for dinner.
Its not bad, I would rate 6.5/10. :D That mean it's worth the money.

He ate steak,

I ate spaghetti,

We shared soup,

He drank coffee,
I drank ice water.

Baby's treat.
Less than 40bucks. :D
Not expensive & not bad. ;)

We strolled around & went to the opening space upstairs.
The roof top, been 2years back since we went there together.
Exactly on the same day, we were there again. :) coincidence*
Chill there for hours with the lovely roses i holding on.
Just so nice, so sweet, feel so good,
Eventually i am proud to have those roses in my hand. *SHOWING OFF* :X

(I seriously love when he holds the camera & snap. feel so real)

I asked Baby this, randomly.
"You love me?"

Baby: "You say leh?"
Me: I want answer from you.
Baby: "You should know..."
Me: Yes, Of course I know. I just wanna assure issit correct.
Baby: "If not you tell me yours... I see right or not."
Me: No, just tell me.
Baby: "Why girls like to ask this kind of question?"
Me: Just answer me, I wanna know.

He grabbed my neck & asked me to look into his eyes.
He kissed me & said "Now, you know?..."

Me: Yes, I know baby. I want to hear from you....

& He took a long time to answer me.

Then finally,
Baby whispered to my left ear.....

"I..Love..You.."

I giggled throughout, silly smiles from me.
Smelling the flower because it just smell too good, baby.
I felt so contented. :D

Its too early to say, this would last.
But Its never too late to say, I will last with you.
Time will proof it all, baby. trust me.

Never once,
I truly feel this way before in my 17years living on this earth.
This crazy, That mad. Neither I believe myself being like this.
Doesn't matter how much you say, ends with 3words its enough.

I LOVE YOU, BABY !

Anyway,
Yes, Baby didn't manage to send me home after that.
So, I headed home myself with my lovely roses.
& Its still alive at my place, in my mind, in my heart.

Lovely day spent with Baby !
Well, its been 3days since i last met him after the celebration.
He is busy with school projects & made him very tired.
I am working, so our timing didn't coindinate well enough.
Baby needs more rest, he is unwell & He had been resting for the whole day today.
Hope he would get well soon ! ;)

I can't wait to see him trm morning !
His appointment is fullly booked, JUST FOR ME !
Weeee~ Happy Ma-ma!

So beauitiful ~

2010-04-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

North East Line disrupted due to technical problems

Channel NewsAsia - Thursday, April 22SendIM StoryPrint.
North East Line disrupted due to technical problems

SINGAPORE : Train service on the North East Line (NEL) was temporarily disrupted for about 26 minutes between Serangoon and Hougang stations at around 8.25am on Wednesday due to technical problems.

This led to some congestion at the Circle Line as commuters diverted their routes.

At 8.25am, the situation at one of the affected stations — Sengkang — was one of confusion. A commuter said only one announcement was made throughout the disruption.

Another commuter, who wanted to be known as Luca, told MediaCorp that he took the NEL train from Sengkang at around 8.25am. He said the train had to stop at Buangkok and was delayed for nearly 25 minutes.

Luca said: "No announcement was made at all. After nearly an hour of waiting, an announcement was made informing the passengers that the train will be further delayed and passengers will have to take other means of transport as the entire NEL train route will be affected.

"There were only two staff at the Buangkok station and one of them was busy doing something at the station tower office, while the other was running in and out of the office." Luca said train services resumed at about 10.30am.

A third commuter said the train at Hougang station was down for more than half an hour.

A fourth commuter, Mr Foo, said the train he was on stopped intermittently as he travelled along Outram to Dhoby Ghaut station. He said it took him 25 minutes to reach Dhoby Ghaut instead of the usual ten.

In a statement, SBS Transit, which runs the NEL said: "At 8.25am this morning, service on the NEL was affected due to technical faults with the signalling and communication systems.

"Service was temporarily disrupted for about 26 minutes between Serangoon and Hougang stations. As a result, train service at the other stations slowed down considerably."

— CNA/il

Okay, I was one of the victim !
Lucky me. First time ever encounter, stucked in the train for so long.
How pathetic issit. -.-"
I don't care, I gonna get my refund back trm !
I took almost 2hours to reach my workplace.
I stood all the way, my legs stepped on lemon, stinky smell, squeezy. Damn!

2010-04-19T16:02:00.002+08:00

Baby,

I miss you.
A day to one month.
Seem so fast, Time flies..
& Honestly, I am not very excited about it.
What I am looking forward to, would be anniversary ahead than monthsary. ;D
Long way to go, together, hand in hand, build this relationship stronger than ever.
The stability we wanted, the trust we gaining, so much to learn. :)
I am not good in words, action will proof everything.

Baby,
I love you.

2010-04-19T14:48:00.005+08:00

On Saturday,

The China Family celebrated our dearest

AH PAO cum Deng Ni = Denise's beauitful surprising 18th birthday.

Was supposed to held at Pasir Ris Park for games & BBQ.
But due to the poor weather,
its a MUST to change venue so that the plans could carried on.
Location shift to my place, since its nearby.
It's raining out there & I was drenched.
Didn't wanna waste money to buy raincoat,
Since i can just go shower when i reached home. :D
Its been really long time since i walked under the rain like this. ;)

When Denise & Rachel reaching,
We had successfully surprised Denise when she came out of the lift !

Everyone had their own theme stuff of the day.

For me, was the red horns above me.. Devil.

Others, were bees, ladybird, BUNNY, cat woman, thailand riots, superman... WOW! O.O!

Before we knew its gonna rain,
We had already brought the BBQ stuff,
So yeah, no choice.. Needed try BBQ at my place.
Its portable yet we failed starting the fire & kept birthday girl waiting.

As we planned to surprise her again. :)
Thanks for my maid, moon, get the food cooked & served. :D

(pao eating bao) LOL!

We placed table cloth on the floor right in front of the lift !
& Get our party, games started there !
It feel so like selamat dinner cum wedding, birthday celebration.
Serious, I can't believe we were doing that. LOL!
Neighbours walked passed were like O.O~ LOL !

We played twister ! Way-oh-very fun ! HAHAHAHA!

4feet! & watch them dance ! :DDDDD LOL!
Laughed till we almost roll on the floor. LOL!
Last & not least was the whacking the paper fish created by Little Fatty, Yinlue.

Denise was blind fold,

asked to whack the fish till it tear & let the little piece of paper inside fall on her! :D

Thats really sweet. HAHA!

Everyone left at around 11plus & headed home.
I headed back to Mum's Place with Meizi. :D

Well,
I believed everyone enjoyed themselves !
Though plan didn't go accordingly but, overall everything went successfully !
The best-est fun of all is always when everyone gather together.
More to come ! ;D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DENISE ! :D

2010-04-15T15:25:00.004+08:00

On Tuesday,

Went E-hub KBOX celebrated Kenneth's 19th birthday with Ivan's clique.
Well, was my first hang out with everybody together. Was great.
Everyone was friendly & out-going, pretty funny too. cracking jokes, funny voices. LOL!
Honestly, Yiling is really a good singer! O.O!

Guys. Ladies.

Okay, I went KBOX with Baby once which was long time ago.
I don't really remember if he sang. LOL!
& Tuesday was the very first time i actually heard him singing aloud. :D
&..&.. Not only that. I enjoy singing with with him !
Although, yeah. I don't sing well. But, HAHA! I still love to sing.
The very first song we sang together was.. Kiss Goodbye.
Well, at first we were singing quite emo song.. LOL!
But hahaha! at least the last song we sang on that day was happening & sweet.

爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

Baby replied was "Yes, I know!"

:D Specially for baby.

Everyone went to have supper at Geylang Lor 3 after Kbox.
Baby & other drove everyone there.
We had frog porridge. :)

Everyone went home at around 4plus.
Baby fetched Eugene, Me, Rong Jing & his girlfriend home. :]

Baby sent me home.
I seriously hate/love this kind of unbear feelings.
Baby need to go off, I have to leave baby. ROAR!
I don't like it la!
But i love it too, becos.. I know how much baby meant to me. :D

The group photo ! :D

Sweet Saturday.

2010-04-11T22:18:00.008+08:00

Hello People ! :D

Here's the most happiest lady on earth speaking....

Yesterday was GREAT !
Awesome, in whatever word that could express it, just soooo good ! :D
Well planned, Sweet Saturday spent !

Because...

I gave Ivan a surprise !
I successfully surprised him at his place, without notice.

I woke up myself, 9am.. without any alarm.
I prepared myself & WAS supposed to meet him at 11am at Tampines for breakfast.
I actually have doubt, should or shouldn't i surprise him.
& my doubt actually lead me to board the train with my home-made breakfast to his place.
Okay, Its just a very simple breakfast i made for him.
Though Aunty Lyn did help me out a little.
But i did made an effort to prepare "lovely-breakfast" to him. :)

Seriously, I can't believe myself doing sucha thing okay.
Felt so silly but just so happy being sucha silly because of him.

Well, I tell you something.. for sure, you gonna laugh at me.
I went to his place several time & imagine that, I always lost my way.
Wrong bus, Wrong train, Wrong path.... LOL!
& Yesterday morning was.. Wrong train becos the MRT line cheated me.
I thought the Paya Lebar circle line started working already yet its officially starting on next week. LOL!
How dumb & i be. I just didn't look at the map carefully. LOL!
So yeah, I actually took an hour plus to reach Baby's place & supposed i only nid less than an hour time.

The day before...
Almost the same incident happened.
Wrong bus, & totally pissed off !
I am angry of myself.....
I'm dumb enough to be.
Luckily there's him to coax me, if not... ROAR!

Okay, You can laugh at me nowwwwww...
I will be smarter next time round. :D

I was quite afraid nobody opens the door for me.
Luckily his sister home & i got myself in. HAHA!
His surprised to see me right beside his bed when he opened his eyes.
O.O! "Why are you here?!" HAHAHAHAHA!
Because, I once said... I won't do sucha thing as he actually suggested at first.
Laugh Out Loud... I'm a lady, if you get what i am trying to say... HAHA!

So yes, I spent almost the whole afternoon at his place.
& way down to my place in the late afternoon...

Because.....

I was gonna cooked for...HIM !
Yes, I am gonna cook for him.

SPAGHETTI that he craved for so long.
Finally i am willing to cook for him.
He becomes the most happiest guy living on earth !

The first time i'm cooking for the man, i truly love.
Its not any special occasion or what.
It doesn't matter so much, & its just the heart that willing to do so.
Everyday would be valentine, interesting, sweet, never gets bored. :D

We went Hougang Mall to get the ingredients together PLUS snacks.
Baby was very hungry already, so he brought himself a bread & tahan first.
Jeanis & him helped up with me to prepare the ingredients, just so sweet. :)

I cooked spaghetti several time,
But was my very first time.. starting the fire on my own.
& get it done myself, though the kitchen was a mess, seem like a murder scene. LOL!

Murder Scene !

Speggatti !

I cooked Cambelle soup too, Cream of mushroom.

His favourite! :D

Aunty Lyn prepared for us !

& Yes it's well cooked okay !

Jeanis & Michelle ate 2 plates, Jayden ate 1 sip !
Myself ate 1 plate, already very full ..

& Guess how many Baby ate...

HIS !

He ate
THREE PLATES !
Omg! bloated ! LOL!

They said it's very nice,
& He said, Its just toooo nice !
Its been sometime since i cooked that well, honestly.
Even myself also find it nice ! :D
I pour my love in to cook this meal them & specially for HIM. :]

& There is an urge to cook again because of him ! ;D

LOVED !

Night, sky turned dark..
I smell "eeek!" & when to take a shower & also prepared myself..

Because....

We went to catch a Movie at E-hub !

REC 2 ! M18 somemore !
Checked I/C, I got in !
First time ! I watched !
Oh-my-god, I so happy till i even dreamt of it la.
Well, to some ppl might just think.. Its normal what.
But i had never dare to try before. Weee~
I got in ! :D

We were quite pathetic yesterday..
Because, We actually used our sibling ez-link card train here & there. LOL!

Anyway, the movie was average only. Rate 6/10.
Its seem so much like L4D. But though, the ending was unpredictable. :D
Baby didn't watch Quarantine or Rec 1 before.
So he doesn't really know whats all about, how it begin.

Coincidentally, we saw Dennis, Cheryl & some other ex spf watching the same movie with us.

Met them outside the washroom. :)

I always like to watch horror movie & jacket covering my eyes here & there. LOL!
So yes, the movie did scare me a little & i slept alone yesterday night.
Baby & I had a breeze walk at night.
We went Mac to have ice-cream & chit-chatted that i always love.
I didn't manage to finish the ice-cream, first time.
I think I just too happy to be till i doesn't nid ice-cream.
Sometimes, I just wanna spend more time with him & will just think of something tat will stay on longer. hahahahahaha.. I'm sooo... but hahaha! you knoww. :D

He sent me home at 3plus.
& He didn't manage to board the NR7 that didn't stop for him though he waved.
Fucking driver, blind. Stared at him & drove off. How fuck issit?!
& worst still, that was the last bus to bedok ! He was gonna look for his friends.
He waited for the first bus alone for 2hours without calling me & wake up. ;[
He should have do so right... though I'm asleep already.
Its better than he being alone... :/
He didn't bear to wake me up as i was supposed to go Church today.
Yet yes, overslept. Rachel & I.. LOL! been 3weeks....
& I spent my whole day at home today.
Baby, slept till evening & went to meet his friend. :]

Alright, here some recent photos...

Night Out!

GOOD FRIDAY ! :D

Alright,

I need to go.

Still got work trm !

To all China Family,

All the best to people who starting school trm ! ;D

GOOD NIGHT!

2010-04-05T11:18:00.002+08:00

I am missing Ivan.

It seem like the time never enough for us.
It seem those hugs & kisses just too little.
It seem the love can be deeper, although its already deep.

I love listening lying on ur chest listening to you heartbeat.
I love hugging me tight that i wish you could hug me tighter.
I love you kissing me till i wish we can stay on longer.
I love grabbing ur arms that makes me feel secure.
I love holding ur hands & I wish you can hold on to mine.
I love staring at you so that i can capture every move of urs in my mind, it always make me laugh at my stupid act & giggle at ur charming look whenever i think of you.
I love hopping on ur back, carry me walked down the street.
I love embrace me in ur arms by telling others, i am yours.
I love leading my head on ur shoulder & fall asleep.
I love listening to you & tell me you love me.

Because you are with me, & i have least worries...

It just too much to tell.

I just love being with you.

& I'm gonna meet Ivan Lee for lunch in an hour time.

Way down from his place to my workplace ! :D

2010-04-04T02:28:00.002+08:00

My dear handsome Prince Jayden ! :D

Yesterday was GOOD FRIDAY !
Thank God It's Friday.

I truly enjoyed myself throughout the day.

During the Afternoon,
I went for Rachel's cell group gathering along with Jonathan, Feline & Denise.
Didn't fail to make me with teary eyes.
By the movie they played, testimonial they shared, prayer they prayed.
Well, too much to tell. I understand & I do feel the touch. :D
There's always have a kind of urge to convert to true Christan,
But.. I don't think I'm ready to be one yet. :D LOL.
Oh ya, I receive 2 chocolate from them & it actually melt in my pocket.
What a waste! LOL! & I got a card tooo. :)

In the evening,
I also went to join Cheryl's cell group gathering too, along with Miko.
Interesting games & watched the same movie i watched in Rachel's side.
A very meaningful movie & testimonial from other too. :)
Oh ha! there's so tempting pizza there yet i can't eat as i'm having sore throat. Aww~ LOL!
Anyway, i received a card too, from them. So sweet. :D

At night,
I met boyfriend, Jitu & Yiling went for prawning at Pasir ris farmway.
Everyone share a rot, Not many prawns we hooked.
Guess what?! I was too "gan jiong" until you see Super-prawn flying !
& It almost hit the little boy! Omg! The mum stared at me like ;[
Of course I did apologised. Other one was.. I almost hit till Yiling too.
Laugh at me, I'm so clumsy la. LOL!
Anyway, The guys starts the fire & we BBQ those prawns. :)
So yeah, Jitu drives us home & I reached home at about 5 morning, Exhausted.
Oh ya, B..forget to take his house key from me then he came back & get from me. :)

I started loving prawning with baby.
Because.. I love it when we lovely-dovey. HAHA!

i love you. :)

2010-04-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend came over to my place for dinner.
didn't get to meet him yesterday, so yeah.. we met today.
& he knows i miss him. :D

Anyway, HA-HA-HA!
No work trm ! Public holiday. Good Friday. wooooshh~
& equal to.. no pay.. awwww~ never mind.
Yes, outing trm with friends.
Bukit Merah, so far... LOL!
Hope i will be punctual ehh. :]

he is heading back home now, alone.
if only i drive, i can send him home.
he is quite exhausted already, been out for the whole day.
woooooshhh~ he looks tanned !

okay, sleepy already.
Good night ppl. :)

2010-03-30T13:19:00.007+08:00

HELLO,

ALL MY DEAR READERS !

I'm finally back after almost a month, leaving my blog dead.
Now, I'm gonna update it & Of course, publish my blog to public as well. :)

HA-HA-HA !
So how have i been doing?

I'm madly in love with......

HIM ! Ivan Lee.

*Surprised*

We are together again.
Yes, again... After 2years. :]

Coincidence night, At this place...... till now... still continuing....

It's not easy to express it in words.
But, believe we, each know how true is it. :D

Baby, I love you.

Bless Us.

Oh yeah,

I'm currently working temp job as a admin.
It's my 4th day of work.
It's a quite relaxing job, I ever done..
Because I got nothing much to do.
Except shitting twice a day. LOL!
I need to change my habit for being late, seriously.
I don't want eat 'fried cuttlefish' hahahahahaha!
Friendly colleague here, I like working with. :)
Actually I'm here to replace a pregnant colleague as she going to give birth.
Just hope everything goes smoothly for her. :D

It's been few days since i met my friends, darlings.
Okay, Okay. I admit.
I'm spending most of my time with boyfriend.
I won't want to neglect my friends.
So yeah, I'm planning to meet them real soon. ;)

4hours to knock off & Meet Ivan.
He is taking his nap right now.

Supposed to going for haircut later.
Yeah, My hairstyle really sucks now !
But i don't think i can cut later.
I have not enough cash right now.
So yeah, I think i nid to wait till i receive my allowance & pay. ;]

Oh ya, anyway..
I sold my C905 & i'm kinda pissed off with the person i sold it to.
Because, he reformat my memory card without asking me if i nid backup!
Fuck right & all those photos i took... Gone!
People knows me, I treasure every photo i snapped as a very precious memory to me.
& Now, gone.... left with tat bit bit. Very sad. I felt so stupid.
Its supposed to be 160 but, Its for the whole set of phone.
Then i couldn't find my whole set because my charger when missing. Wth.
So no choice, I only receive 140 & they holding on to my 20.
I don't think i getting it back already, because we don't have extra charger.
After all, I got no idea why i'm so urge to sell my phone.
Being too rush & this is the consequences.. sigh* forget it.

Well,
Currently using Mum's blackberry phone. :)

Okay, I'm seriously bored.

Blogskin haven finish editing...
Photos & etc not with me.
So shall nid to wait till i reached home.
& bloody hell, know what?!
Something wrong with my lappy. Mad again. ROAR!
Can't serve internet. :/

Okay. I think i will then update again.

See you people !
Stay tune*

2010-03-04T02:31:00.002+08:00

On this day of your life, Jasline, we believe God wants you to know ... that you've been talking to God too much, and not listening enough.

Prayer is when you talk to God. Meditation is when you become quiet and listen to God. You've learned how to talk and ask well. Time to learn how to listen and hear, because God has been answering you.

.....

I don't know how to tell you, how true is this.
But, its just so true that its wat it is.

I WILL LISTEN.

2010-03-04T01:34:00.002+08:00

When do you ever bother to ask me, about my feelings & thoughts?
It seem its all about me, all for us but sometimes, what i see its more about urself.
Why are you making my life so hard, although i know yours seem harder.
Accumulating all the dislike, seem changing to hate.
Everything seem so good, outside but facts is, its seem disgusting, inside.
You ruin it with ur own hands, & you ruin mine too..
Although i know you don't mean to, but broken pieces of glass can never stick back like it is before. How much you know? Having sucha life that seem can never be happier than happy.
I am not happy, who to tell becos you don't even bother to ask.
It should be the best-est place to be, but when troubles come, at times it seem to be the suck-est place i wanna go.
It seem to be more trouble than what happening, although can be resolve at times, after so much unwanted trouble & unhappiness.
Why this happen to me? Making things feel more & more irritating.
I'm pissed by millions mistakes found in you !
I wanna speak out & tell you straight to your face. But how can i do it.
Since you don't even listen when i talk.
Speak to the air because you don't even listen & remember what i said.

AI YA, WHATEVER IT IS !
Hopefully you all can settle among urself la !
I'm tired !

13years, if only i can cry out loud again.
Will be the most happiest thing, happens to me.
Not numb enough that i still can feel.
can i just __? but i chose to live.

2010-02-28T00:55:00.003+08:00

I have bee skipping tuition recently.
Not because I don't wanna study anymore.
Not because I'm not serious in my studies anymore.
Not because I don't care about it anymore.
Its all because I'm too concerning about it,
& I wanna make sure every lesson is worth.

Okay, People know me..
Should know i may be enrolling a private school.
So yes, I have an appointment with them next Wednesday.
I'm going for it, by then.. then i will know my results.
& plan for my next step to move on.

I don't want waste money, paying 60bucks per lesson for nothing.
It will only goes on when i get things done as it is.
Trust me, i will strike for whats best for me.

Although, Daddy, Mummy still not inform about this matter yet.
Believe i get this settle, they will agree with me.
At least i would just help them save alittle.

:)

Oh yeah, someone's birthday....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN ! :D

2010-02-26T01:23:00.002+08:00

She said,

It's a love day.

People around is in love.
How nice to fall in love.

She asked,

If I do agree?

Yes, Of course.

Well..
I wanna fall in love.
Indeed, I'm in love.
I wanna be in love.
Yet, I don't think I'm ready to be into love.

I wanna know.
I wanna know more.
I'm desperate to know more.
It seem never enough.
I'm afraid to ask.
I'm worried to know.
Afraid I'm not ready to take it.

If only someone understand what i am trying to say...

2010-02-25T02:46:00.005+08:00

I'M BACK !!!!!!

laugh out loud.

Well, Been busy lately & something wrong with my lappy for the pass one week. :)

& To be honest, I'm lazy to update too. hehe!

AHA!

It's CNY !

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

Well, hope I'm not too late to wish everybody before Wednesday comes.

A brand new year for all Chinese, A fresh happy start. :)

HUAT AHHHHH !

Wondering...

What I have been doing lately?

HAHA!

Well, been Hanging Out(!!!).....

Bian nian, Collecting everyone favourite Ang Baos & Celebration with Friends. :)

There's little different this year !

I actually had an advance reunion dinner with my Lovely Clique, the ladies & the Maomao.

Met up to have Steamboat at Bugis. :]

Not only them, & also belated dinner with...

THE CHINA FAMILY too.

At My Place !

Steamboat, Black Jack, Majong, Games & People got drunk...

Had many many, countless fun !

OKAY,

You Must be wondering what the __ is the CHINA FAMILY all about right?!

Laugh Out Loud !

Let me tell you, where it comes about....

We created China name for each of the member in our clique...

Okay, Its tooo many to mention...

But At least, I will make an effort to mention MINE!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Wo shi JIE SI LING !

Hm! For,

People who cares for me,

Must be thinking, if i did spare sometime to study?!

Yes, I did.

But not so much.... :)

I might not be taking my O's this year.

So yeah, that means... I won't go poly with Baby Cheryl.

Well, I don't wanna take the risk, you see.

I'm not yet prepared, so much to learn...

So yes, its better to spare a year more to buck up.

:)with RONG HUA (Rachel).

Going to private school 'TA CHEK'......

All the best to us :)

GOOD NEWS!

Finally, Finally...

Jasline is on heels & with contact lenses !

Weee~

Okay, people might go chey... so what...

But HAHA! I'm quite happy for myself, you know...

I see the differences in me through this very month...

Okay, Its not 'well done' yet...

Still have many many rooms for improvement !

At least i made the first step already.

Alright, I need to go.

My bed is calling me....

Good Night everyone !

Good Night Kiss Anyone Want?!

NAH!

WAHAHAHHAHHHAHAHAHHAHA!

Laugh Out Loud !

Sucha retard, i knowwww... lol.

2010-02-11T04:20:00.002+08:00

HAHA!

YEAH, YEAH !

I finished watching,

VAMPIRES DAIRIES

!!!!!

Well recommended......

♥

2010-02-07T19:00:00.021+08:00

HEY YO, READERS !

Well, shall apologise for not updating my blog often like i used to.

Been very busy lately, last week. :D

So, here's some update on special occasion & outing for last week.

for,

MONDAY

The clique & I gave Daphanie a belated surprised birthday celebration at Timbre.

We celebrated her 18th birthday.

Everything is well planned & went smoothly.

'We' designed a cake for her !

Unique one !

Nevertheless, We had funny funny games & photographing that kept us entertained.

We ordered number of pizza, fries & chicken wings.

Yummy, Yummy. :P

& Then, when we about to leave...

Here come the LAST/main surprise for Daphanie.

TADAS!

With the special cake !

We had successfully surprised Daphanie

&.. Believe everyone enjoyed themselves on that day. :D

Well, & On Tuesday...

Nothing much.

I met Rachel, Jonathan, Daphanie, Shaonan for dinner at Town.

& shopped around later on. (:

WEDNESDAY,

Its very special occasion for the clique & I.

Its our GRADUATION DAY !

Finally, the day comes....... 3 feb 2010,

bid goodbye to Nitec with joy & laughter.

Amazing year we spent together....

Its a life to move on & our friendship do stay on. :D

We left the auditorium with smile & laughter.

Along the way to Cafe 1.

We met Safiah & co.

Aha! Safiah, my dear friend.......

& I'm utimate surprised that she was in nursing unifom.

Didn't know she went apply for nursing. O.o!

While clique were deciding where to have for dinner,

I met up with Miko.

I'm 'taller' than her. Wahahahaha! Just for that very day(?)

Clique & I went to the school's Loster Resturant for lunch. :D

Never once we failed to play game whenever we had our meal together.

& Its all about eating the 'Chicken Butt' this time...

Ah Lue, Little Fatty....

Get to EAT IT !

HAHAHAHA! "Rachel's sister skin is all she wanted."

.....

After some dispute.... finally decided to go Mind Cafe to settle down. :D

We play quite a number of very fun & never play before ones.

Here is one of them... :D

'DIRTY MIND' !

&... here are all the 'Dirty Deeds' that we did !

Obseen(?) HAHA! We were asked to do so.

Laugh Out Loud. But its really a funny game that kept everyone laughing....

Here's the last one we play...

'TRUE OR DARE' !

Walking on straight line & Dance like a ballerina around the room.

Traffic Officer & HAHAHA! Elephant !

Its getting late & everyone get restless...

Enjoyed, had fun. :D

On THURSDAY !

Was a Ladies Day Out.

Rachel, Feline, Yinlue & I.

We went to get our nails done at nearby Somerset.

Its my first trail doing menicure (!!!!)

Get my nails done beautifully. :)

Although, I feel its quite expensive. But yeah, worth it.

I won't do this that often... trust me...

TADAS ! ;D

RACHEL'S

YIN LUE'S

FELINE'S

&.....

MINE !!

Short nails... blue....

I went "Its blue. cool." & Here comes "Its pink. cool."

;]

Sisters, Daddy & Aunty were at Somerset 313.

I went to look for them for awhile. :D

DEAR BABY KEVONNE !

Daddy & all went off.

We, ladies decided to try on FISH SPA !

TADAS !

&.... FINALLY !

Its a long day... Plenty to talk about...

Had fun.... ;)

&... FOR TODAY !

which is SUNDAY !

I went church with Baby, Yes.. Finally get to meet up after a week.

I then had lunch with Rachel after service.

We went Cathay for Japanese village. :)

Rachel's crave for long time, sushi !

Awesome chat we had, so much to talk about in fact.

Well, this one whole week was so busy, full with events.

Eventually the most surprise things is...

Rachel & I actually met 6 times this particular week.

Okay, never once before...

Even school day, we don't really see each other that often.....

WOW! O.o! This is great ! ;D

.........

So yes, CNY next week !

Shopping trm with sisters to get her clothes. :D

2010-02-02T03:13:00.002+08:00

(P/S: HAHA! I know we looked -.-.)

It's FEBRUARY !

Daphanie is the first to reach EIGHTEEN in the clique.
Had a belated celebration with her today at Timbre.
Surprised her with plenty of unpredicted surprises.
HAHA! Eighteen, Eighteen ! Who don't look forward to this, right?! :D
Get to drink......

Firstly, we surprised her with sudden appeared at Timbre with mini birthday cake.
Secondly, Birthday song from the band.
Thirdly, Using the light stick, created a 'Happy B'day!' on the floor.
Lastly, The main surprise of the day....
Birthday cake designed 'ourselves',
doesn't includes me but my name did appear tooooo. Wahahahahaha!
I didn't make it for the designing session, was late, very late.
I missed it, this is sad.

DANG! Reason?
Because I went to get myself a pair of contact lenses.
Is like FINALLY right. LOL.
I took quite sometimes to learn.
I need to thank the uncle very much. Is him, who taught me. :D
So yeah, yeahhhhh ! With make-up on.. Contact lenses on ! Wahahaha! ;D

Anyway, Baby's blazer & bag on me for the whole day. :]
Thank you.

Its time tooooo, sleep.
Lots of things nid to be done trm. :D

Good Night.

-
Everyday seem like a dream.
Passed so fast until i couldn't remember much.
If only, you spend some time listen to me.

2010-02-01T02:55:00.003+08:00

Its Sunday !

Baby's not going to Church.
She was at the encounter camp.
So i don't expect i'm going today's......, although i'm quite keen to.
Surprisingly, Rachel text me last night & invited Jon & I to the church. LOL.

So yes!
I went church this morning.
Enjoyed my morning with them.
Laughter comes most. :D

Well, today's topic was about TEMPTATION !
I will always try to link the topic to my personal life.
& often think through about it. :D
We were actually giggling when some points they pointed out.
Its funny in a way that.. that's the fact. HAHA!
Everyone has their own temptation. :]

HAHA! Church...
Never failed from shed my with tears in my eyes.
The gentle voice that touched my heart.
That love that warms my heart.
Filled that empty hole in my heart for just a second.
To me, Its enough. I felt so deeply understood.

I came across this song when I'm heading home.

Yes, Its a Christan song. :D
I do love listening to listen to Christan songs.

Becos of the love & peacefulness touches me. :]

Anyway,
I had my English, History & SS tuition this afternoon.
Was late. Kept my tutor waiting for awhile.
I'm getting the interests of history & SS. I'm serious.
Seem so interesting after my tutor, Bee Kee briefly told me about it.
She spent almost the whole lesson, telling me. Great!
Although its not easy to absorb so much at one shot.
At least 1/4 is in.... :) Good enough. :D

Finally, I settled my gradation day dress code except hair accessories.
Brought heels today with Baby this evening at East Point.
Finally get to meet her after 3 torturing days of missing her badly.
Now, I just nid to try wearing a contact lenses & see if i suit. :)
Well, for cny. Its done or almost done. :)
Yet, indeed i am out of cash already...
Spent so much on clothing & shoes....
Been very busy this whole week till next.
After CNY, I'm free & more on concentrating my studies.

Baby called up & asked about the private school stuff that she recommended me.
Reasonable price & etc. Okay, Its worth it.
But yes, I will called myself for more detail.
I might just HAHA! Take it know. :D

Had a nice chat with Sisters just now before they off to bed.
Thoughts, opinions & etc. HAHA! :D
Its been sometimes since we last spoke like this.
Really enjoyed that truthfulness of me & them. :D

Its getting late.
I needa get up early trm.

So, goodnight people ! ;D

***
I believe everything its arranged.
Happens for its own reason.
Although there's obstacle, I will still try.
I don't expect much, lets see how's the outcome. :)

2010-01-31T01:34:00.002+08:00

I'm back with wildly happy, delirious, ecstatic mood right now.
I'm besotted by unknown that i finally know, few days back.
I hunted him in millions, billions, zillions people network one night.
I didn't expect much, hope. Just gave it a try. Since i'm doing nothing.
After an hour or less/more of searching clueless-ly, kinda tired.
& with sucha disbelief can be found... &
There, when i dropped by one's video clip & photos...
Surprisingly, sucha familiar faces appeared not clearly !
Doubt crept through my mind, until even i was at his profile.
Trying to ensure, trying to recall, flipping through his photo albums over & over again...
When the clock strike 4.40a.m, finally had a pretty sure, confirmation its HIM that i'm looking for, a month back since last seen.
WOW! WOW! WOW! I'm leaving in sucha small world(?)
The further-est distance in life isn't Outer space to earth..
Its actually something near that you thought it far.
You didn't realised 'they' are just around you. :)
People often look far than noticing what's around.

Its just too much coincidence that makes me believe.
Unexplainable . Sucha Incredible. Miracle.
Only god know whats going on & the reason for happening.

I'm happy & yes, i am very.

slow & steady & it will go smoothly. :)

-

I just received this, of the day. :D

On this day of your life, Jasline, we believe God wants you to know ... that you can only give away what you already have inside yourself.

True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own Self with these emotions.

Its flowing. :)

2010-01-27T03:59:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA!

Its 4a.m sharp now !
I'm still awake OR maybe should say I just woke up after 4hours of nap.
I accidentally fell asleep just now while i'm reading storybook on my bed.
Laugh Out Loud. Shouldn't read it o my bed, you know... HAHA!

Anyway, Ya..

Less than a week to... Graduation Day !
Clueless about my dress code of the day. Damn! Damn!
Although i get the attire matched, ended it's needed to match with heels.
& To be frank, Jasline is a failure on wearing heels.
I don't know how to walk well in heels. Its hurts my foot, you know.
Aww~ I love wearing heels but i don't know how to walk with it. HAHAHA!
Well, it takes time to learn right.... This is sad.
So ya, for now.. I only can consider flats..
I need to think, how should i dress with flats..
I need a blazer, I'm so tempted to buy the blazer which i saw at macphosis.
But, HAHA! $100++ Well done. LOL!
I may want to get myself a pair of contact lenses. O.O!
I had ordered clothes online & I will collect it soon.
So ya, by then I will match it all...by THIS VERY WEEK. :)

Who wanna go with me?

HAHA! Somehow..
CNY mood isn't there eh.
Don't seem everyone looking forward to it or maybe excited about it.
Same do i. No idea why. O.o! Laughs.

:D

BABY, i miss you, Darling.

2010-01-26T02:54:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !

I have been busy hanging out.
To be frank, I haven been studying so often like i used to.
Feeling kinda guilty.
But Yeah, Anyway, I will be having tuition from tomorrow onwards.
AHA! Awesome. Congrats! Jasline finally found herself tutors.
Okay, I promised Dad, Mum, Darlings, Sisters & everyone...
I will study hard & ensure, I'm not going to disappoint them.

DISCIPLINE !
MOTIVATION !

okay, okay...

Been sometimes i posted photos ehhh.
So ya, here is it. Recent ones.. :D

love you, baby boy !

...........................

I hope everything is fine.

2010-01-21T02:35:00.002+08:00

Wah!

Jasline is kinda pissed off now.
After watching an animal abuse video.
& That is freak.
Those STUPID cheena are sucha motherfucker !
Sucha beast, being so cruel.
Don't deserve to live here !
Worst than beast can ! fuck*

PISSED.

-

Anyway, Jasline's here to update. :)

I went to Wild Wild Wet this afternoon with Rachel, Feline & Denise.
Its weekdays & its quite empty there.
No nid queue. Just play whatever you want.
Believe we enjoyed ourselves. :D Tired too of coure.
Its a very tiring exercise, competing with each other non-stop. HAHA!
Its Denise's virgin trip. CONGRATS !
Bet she had fun, Although she is back home with several cuts on her legs due to the roughness of the floor there. :)

We met Micheal & Jonathan for dinner.
We went Geylang Lor 3 for frog legs & then Lor 27A for soya. :D Virgin try.
Filled our stomach & did so much of exercise by walking distance. HAHA!
Might drive Darlings there somedays when i get my license ! HAHA!
Would be next year ! ;D

My phone was dead for almost the whole evening after WWW. HAHA!
Nobody could reached me. I had made them or maybe Baby, Daddy, Shiuan Haur worried.
Everyone was trying to contact me, boom me with text message.
Bet Daddy boom sisters & Cheryl to reach me too.
Oh-so-sorry-everybody. :)

I didn't study today but I did fulfilled my promise to finish reading my storybook's chapter 2. :x
Okay, I'm in love to this book !'HOW COULD HE DO IT?'
I get pissed while reading... touching.... & watever.....
Although its sad case; But i believe this book gonna improve my English very much.
HAHAHAHAHAHA! That's good enough! ;D

Currently I'm still looking for private tutor ASAP.
Would just prefer individual, one/one.
Please kindly tag me if you got intro... :)
Thank you. :]

....

Okay, Now..
I'm still quite pissed about the animal abuse video.
Grumbling with people. ROAR !

Good Good Night. :)

2010-01-18T01:37:00.004+08:00

PEOPLE, I'm back !

You know, I'm getting more & more busy each day.
I'm competing with time.
Time will never stop for me, so i need to run faster than time runs. Like what time doing. Every second, every minute counts.
Each day comes nearer to O's, I need to run faster than fast ! HAHA!
So i won't be updating my blog so often this very year.
But, no worries.. I won't live it dead too. At least one week once or more. :)
Continue to view, continue to tag. I will reply.
Although, my readers seem only that 'few'. Wahahahahaha!
But still, I do appreciate it. :D Continue*Continue okay!

So here's somethings that makes me wants to update my blog today. :]

I went to FCBC with Darlings this morning.

*Rewind*

Whenever i went to church with Baby.
Its just always always so coincidence, to listen to things seem like what i am going through now, in life. Its just unexplainable the coincidence in it. I do feel little surprised.

Today, to what i understand its about overcoming to make the first move.
If you never dare to take the first move to start, you will never know what the outcome will be.
Although the second move may be clueless but at least you took the first move to start. Step by step learn like a child.
By encountering different & countless challenges, this is life, that's why you're here, that's why you are living still.
Every morning you wake up, open ur eyes, here comes a new challenge.
A loser never be the person who dare to start, A loser is the person who never dare to get started.
As long as you get started, doesn't matter if you win later because you already won.
Actions speaks so much louder than words. You said "You start", YOU START! You said "You begin", LETS BEGIN ! Just so simple.
Its always "What if.." let you wonder, make you stop & hold back. Overcome this, & here comes the miracle, although might not be what you expected but so what!?! Get it..

Faith, Hang On & You Will get to see the outcome.

Aha! Syafiq motivated me with THIS today.

'Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.'

Alright, by reflecting what Pastor said.. & why this link up to me...
Its all because my O'level. A last minute decision i made, The first move i took & I'm moving step by step to achieve my goal, to see the outcome, the miracle ahead...
Never i thought i would ever take this move until someone wake me up..who is Baby Cheryl.
NEVER, I mean Never.. Think back, I left secondary school life for a year & more. I'm from NT, I studied at ITE for a year & My secondary school books & notes were all threw away.
BUT now, I'm back to 'secondary' school life, accepting the fact that i'm taking O'level !
Forgotten secondary school studies & now, i need to learn from sucha beginning !
Don't you think, this is sucha miracle?!

There IS a soft tone of voice speaks to me.
Telling me this, "I CAN DO IT!" Like what i always told myself.
To be honest,
There's so much things happen around me day by day..
I would just went saying "Oh-My-GOD" here & there..
Somehow things & things did make me feel & started believing the existing of God living... *surprise*
Because the small, tiny things happening in life & little changes day by day....
I'm still not a christian & not ready to be one too BUT I do pray silently at times..... HAHA! Bet no one knows. O.o!
Touches my heart & open the path for me.

If ever readers you remember...
Someone mysterious attracted me. That someone unknown....
This is when i see the miracle & started believing.....
'YOU' brought me up from the deepest..
Its just simply 3nights & I stopped missing that somebody i thought i would just go crazy forever.

Its always I Thought Never but it happens.
Get what i am trying to say?!

Although its someone unknown.... its doesn't matter anymore...
I'm on my feet again ! :D That's the best-est thing of all.

Tadas! I'M NOT YET A CHRISTIAN OKAY !
Current religious, Its still Buddhist. :)

I believe in what I believe.
Touches my life & nobody understand me better than you do.
You just makes me believe. :) I felt blessed. :)

Anyway, YES! I enjoyed myself today.
Finally brought myself a storybook & i'm gonna read it ! ;D
Its base on true story, seem interesting.. :)

I NEED A HOME TUTOR ASAP !
Yes, there's quite a number for me to choose.
Shall wait for Daddy to bring me. :)

I NEED SECONDARY 5 TEXTBOOKS tooo ! Anyone?! HAHA!

Alright, I think i'm not gonna study tonight.
Its already 3a.m ! O.O!

BABY gave me Homework !!! O.O!
Seriously, I need to THANKS her very much.
She had spend time teaching me & guiding me. Make sure I can do it!
Thanks Baby.. So much !
THANK YOU CHERYL SOO !

Good Night!

2010-01-15T02:47:00.002+08:00

I CAN DO IT !
I CAN DO IT !
I CAN DO IT !

Its all about myself & nobody else !

I will convert the pressure to MOTIVATION !

Get me going !

A never ending competition between human & time.
Mostly time run in front of human.
But this time, I would let time run behind me !
Overtaking time is what i gotta do now !

I CAN, I CAN, I CAN DO IT !

Discipline myself, Time management & GOOOOOOO ! ;D

Suffer now then later ! :)

RUN WITH ME, BABY !

2010-01-14T02:37:00.002+08:00

I'm scare. I'm worried. I'm unhappy.
I need to make my decision wisely & quickly.
I often tell people, this is what you have to go through in life.
Everyone needs to make their decision, the right choice to have better life ahead.
Now, Its my turn to make a choice & this time, its a very tough one.
Either i success or i fail. I don't want to disappoint anyone, anymore.
Neither i want to disappoint myself once again. I don't want fill my life with regrets. I want to be happier than happy.

Daddy, Mummy often thought i could manage my studies on my own.
Needless them to worry so much for me & I think i had really disappointed this time round.
Scored such results, Its just feel like hiding myself up, to face them.
My study just gone down the drain last year. I admitted I'm playful, didn't really focus much on my studies.
Now, I had promised Mummy.. I would study hard this year & score for the better.

I had requested to study O'level at the same time while I'm taking Higher Nitec.
Well, People might think i'm mad, crazy or something. Even myself also think so.
This is an extremely big risk, i ever in my 17years life.
An extremely big jump from what i studied in secondary school & ITE.
I need to learn from NA Secondary 3 to Secondary 5 ! Wow i know.
I need to get everything memorise in less than 6months ! This is freak !
Its lots lots of money for the examination, tuition's, assessments & etc..
I don't want to waste Daddy, Mummy's hard-earn money.
I need to success, I cannot disappoint them again this time round.

Look at people who are gonna take O'level this year...
Seem to be gonna freak-out ! Studying like mad ~~dogs~~!
I will be like one trm or maybe few hours later ! Stressing!
This makes me scare.....
I know its not the time to run away, Its time to face it & take that bloody hell challenge !
Nothing can beat you down until you push urself down.
I need to hang on ! No fooling around ! Its time to get serious !

You say you can,
You can.
Although, the results might not be what you expected it to be...
At the very least, you had tried your best, very best, give it all.

Again, I would say this to myself again !

"I CAN DO IT!"

& Yes I Can !

Trust me,
Never give up on me,
I will proof to you somedays !

Motivation !

2010-01-13T00:52:00.006+08:00

DEAR BOY.

I didn't get to really play with him in the noon.
I was kinda weak. Had fever since last night.
Shivering, almost half of the night & vomited too.
Wooooosh, I'm better now. After resting throughout the day. :)

On Sunday,
I finally get to mee up with Darlings at Cheryl's Place.
Stupid MP3 giving me problems & I'm late for the meeting time.
No doggy at Cheryl's Place, Aww~ due to somethings. Its okay.
Had dinner at her place & headed to Miko's Place for lappy.
Baby seem to be kinda not in the mood for the day.
We went MacDonald at night for ice-cream before heading home.
Baby ran with me to catch my bus. Sweet one. :D
Although I'm the one, boarding the bus. HAHAHA!

HAHA! Look At Miko's face ! We seem kinda violent eh ! :X

Because we love you.

OKAY, SEE THIS....

Alike don't cha?! Wahahahahahaha! (no serious)

Baby, i love you.

Look at Baby's hair & mine. MAD LADIES?!

HAHAHA! Stupid one.

Miko BIG Scary EYES !

Very big ehhhhh ! Oh-my..

Majam will eat humans up like that. HAHAHAHA!

Love you.

-

Today,
Its a home day.
Resting & hopefully will get well soon. :)

-

That's why people say, guys is always 2years younger than ladies.
The way they acts, The way they think, their logic... Oh-my...
I don't know how to say.... by looking the way they are.. its just bloody hell disappointed can.

stupid guys..... think with ur head then ur butt !
Live a life !

2010-01-10T00:35:00.009+08:00

JAYDEN, JAYDEN, JAYDEN !

I met Shiuan Haur this evening.
He made his way down to my place & looked for me.
We went Hougang Mall & Compass Point to hunt for jobs.
We walked throughout. WOW! Save money.
Quite a number of shops looking for sales assistant.
I went to sign up for one & I think i'm gonna call others too. :)
There's a pet shop one. Wondering should i work.
Its kind of long term part time eh. Considering. I might. :)
By the way, need to thanks Syafiq for introducing me jobs. :D
I know he will be reading this right Syafiq. Thank You eh. ;]

I accompanied Shiuan Haur for dinner.
& I headed home for dinner later on. :D

HAD FUN snapping photos with Prince Jayden after meal ! ;D

LOTS OF PHOTOS !

Loving ones ! :D

My cute little boy.

Where, What, Who, When, How??! & OH-MY-GOD !

Michelle, Prince Jayden & Myself

I love the smiles. :)

This is supposed to be Jayden's birthday cake !

& Nobody eat it yet till today, Michelle ate it !

CHICKEN LITTLE !

Wahahahahahahahaha! :D

now, I can't wait for trm !

Meeting Darlings & Cheryl's puppy !

Weeee~ ;D

2010-01-09T02:15:00.002+08:00

I'm yawning now. Yes i am.
Just finish watching a movie & an espisol of drama.
SAW 3 & Momo love espisol 12.
Oh-my.. Finally i dare to watch SAW. Disgusting can. Although I didn't watch part 1 & 2, neither i understand the story line of part 3. Laugh out Loud. Its okay, doesn't matter. :]

Its kind of home-day. Stay in & cancelled all my outings.
I'm broke, left with 20cents. O.o! Job-less, Money-less.
Hopefully i'm able to getmy allowance by trm.
Anyway, I brought Michelle to Hougang Mall this evening to snap her passport photos.
We brought durian puff home too. Well, not very nice one. I still prefer Ang Mo Kio's. HAHAHA! :D

Its a home-day. Not much to update.
I found myself a job, just for a day. At least do something. :D
By the way, I had upload new tracks to my playlist. :D HAPPY LISTENING eh.

GOOD NIGHT ! :D

I have been missing my darlings so much. aww~
Can't wait till Sunday ! :D

2010-01-08T02:29:00.004+08:00

readers !

HELLO !

My midnight job is to update my blog.
I was away last night.
Now, I'm back from a day MC. LOL!

Yes, i know i'm kinda crappy. :x
Mind me okay. ;)

Well, I'm been kinda busy this few days.
Been going for interview with Lionel.
Trying to find a good job asap.
Okay, There's quite a number of job for me to make my choice.
Yes, I'm very choosy. I just want to find a better job that Mum's allow & I'm able to work for 3months. Ya, that's all. :]

Something really shocking happened to me yesterday !
I'm serious. Scare me !
I had big patches of rashes all over my body, including my face (!!)
I only slept for an hour ! & Bloody hell damn it, this happened !
Itchy big reddish patches of rashes, scary one ! D;
The worst thing was, I need to go for several interview in the morning !
Hell, how am i gonna face those people out there right (?!)
Damn it ! No choice, long sleeves & pants. Cover it all except my face.
Pathetic don't cha?! ROAR ! Pissed off know. Spoilt my day. ;[

I met Lionel for other interview again.
There's a kinda good pay job for us.
Production line, in the factory. Night & Morning Shift.
Mum don't allow, No choice i need to find others again. Aww~
Well, anyway its a kinda tiring job. So ya, maybe its okay. :D

Been hanging around Tampines this few days.
Interviews nearby. Been walking in the shopping mall several time.
Been kind of eating non-stop. Teppayakki, Pastamania, Cheese Cake....
All thanks to my dear friend, Lionel's treat ! :X
I'm gonna be a big fat lady ! O.O! Wooooshhh~
By the way, I brought him to 201 Indian shop for dinner. Introduced him, the delicious food there. Because i love the food there eh. HAHA!
Kinda delicious enough for me to eat almost everyday. HAHAHAHA ! :O

AHA! I was kinda pissed off yesterday noon.
Not very nice words coming out of my mouth. *puke*
HAHAHA! Now, fine fine fine.
You happy, I happy. Your life, Your choice. :D
Whatever happens, I won't go away, just standing beside you always. :)

I was talking with Lionel some stuff on the train yesterday.
This came to my mind, from my heart. :D
'You gain my trust, I believe in you. Never ever try to ruin it with ur own bare hands.'
I trust you won't, you better not.
I believe you will, you better do.
Its not for me, its for you. :D
TADAS! Its for all my dear friends. :)

This few days,
Been having sucha complicated feeling in me.
Didn't mention to anyone. Because, I'm not sure about it either.
Some dream, just cause this once again. Been quite sometimes ago ah.
Whenever I tell somebody about that somebody, Just an unknown feeling in me being sucha happy & excited eh. LOL !
But, There's still a curious & mysterious in this somebody i wanna get to know since a month ago(?) HAHA! Sucha complicated feelings in me, troubled.
Please go away fast can. Oh-my.....

lalalalala! Whatever its is.

Jasline is currently hunting for part-time/temp jobs.
Drop me a tag if you have any intro alright.
I will appreciate it ! Thank you. :D

I'm totally out of cash now. TOTALLY CAN !
10cents in my wallet now ! Poor thing?!
Job-less, Money-less, Nothing-less. BULLSHIT (?)
Ya, for now.... ;o

....

No more update
ALL THE BEST TO ME !

GOOD NIGHT !

My stomach is grumbling~ O.o!

P/S: Random one, This is what Shiuan Haur did for buddies & I. :D

2010-01-06T00:41:00.003+08:00

I'm in the mood of wanna-cry feeling for the whole day.
This is not good, affected me throughout the day.
All because of those dreams, I dreamt while i was asleep.
Its wasn't a bad dream, seriously.
With surprise & touching scene that makes me wanna cry.
Yes, Its all about my family, my childhood, hugs from Mama, surprised from Papa.
WOW! Great, Felt so blessed, Smiles & Laughter, full of joy.....
But HAHA! Whatever it is, its just a dream(?)
I wish Its real, I wish it happens, I don't wanna it to be just a dream (!!!!)

-

I met Buddies for basketball this evening.
As usual, I was late & kept them waiting.
We went looking for empty basketball court.
& Get ourselves settled for game. :)

I met Darlings to Tampines Mall later on.
Accompanied them to get some stuff with the company of Shiuan Haur.
We went 201 for MacDonald, my dinner at 10p.m.
& everyone headed home after that.
Walked home with Baby & Shiuan Haur accompanied me for bus. :]

Well, I didn't really click along with Darlings & Buddies today.
I just can't click on with their topics.
This few days after counting down, my days seem like i'm dreaming.
Felt so un-real, I'm stoning, I'm day-dreaming, Felt so floating.
Kind of anti, the world out there after few days at home(?) LOL!
I tried to go out, but having sucha feeling of insecure.
The days i spent, each day passed seem like a dream.
Looking into the mirror, I don't see myself. I don't feel myself here.
This is not good, This is not fine.
Can someone just wake me up ?! from my dreamland.

YES, Prince Jayden's birthday.
I woke up, opened my door & he was at my doorstep in his walker.
Sang him Birthday songs & Play with him. :D
My dear boy, smiling at me. :]

Well, didn't manage to celebrate for him as almost everyone is busy today.

So Mum decided to postpone to his mandrine birthday up to come. :)
Almost forgot to snap a photo of him, made it home before 12midnight.
Snap a photo of him, although he is asleep. :D

Sweet little boy.

Michelle went for Secondary one orientation camp today.
Glad that she met new friends & yeah, believe she enjoying herself there.
I didn't go for my interview at Boon Lay this morning.
Mum adviced me not to go, as Boon Lay is really far & complicated too.
So ya, I listen to Mama. I stay home & sleep with my phone off-ed (!)
HAHA! I forgot to switch on since last night. LOL! :D

Yes, Tomorrow will be better.
I'm going for 2 interview early in morning !
All the best to me. :D

GOOD NIGHT.

***
I often thought its you. mind me.

2010-01-05T01:49:00.005+08:00

BOO!

I spent almost half of my day playing with this Baby Boy, Prince Jayden.
AHA! Passed 12midnight, 2.22A.M now !
Its time for Prince Jayden to wave goodbye to ~~months~~ old & welcome year old !
He is officially ONE year old nooooow !
This sweet little cheeky boy, I spent with for a year !
Watching him grown up, learnt so much, felt so contented.
Recently, I spent most of my time at home, truly makes a different.
I see whats going on at home, concerning my siblings, play my role as eldest sister should be like. :D
This boy ! My only brother ! The youngest one !
Everyone in the family dote him like precious baby !
He made us smile with his baby move, He made us laugh with his baby language !
Beautiful smile he is having on his face, kinda warm-hearted !
Although he kinda ___ at times, still he is pampered.

My dear boy, The Prince JAYDEN LOW !

HAPPY A YEAR OLD BIRTHDAY

TO YOU !

1ST BIRTHDAY, sweet one, dearest one !
Stay healthy, grow stronger, grow taller, learn faster !

WE LOVES YOU ! :*

[P/S: He is sleeping soundly right now.]

-

I met Baby Cheryl at Tampines 1 at 8plus.
We went frolick to have yogurt for dinner.
WOW! Diet eh. HAHA! I think so. Kinda tempted to have that. :D
I walked home with her & I headed to Pasir Ris.
I'm asked to help my dear sister, Michelle to get her Sleeping bag for trm's camp.
Kinda last minute & she is so not prepared. Oh-my..
I took my sport shoes with me too.
I need to take Mum's & mine to the carpenter to repair it !
Okay, I spoilt both during basketball-ing. LOL! No idea how come.
So i need to get this done before Mum wanna use her shoes. :)
I get things settled in Pasir Ris & headed home.
Great Grandmother kinda weird today. O,O! I was little stunt about it.

But still HAHA!,

Its A nice day. :)

-

To My Darlings:

I see through, the deep deep love within us.
How much we cherished this friendship we are holding on to right now !
How much we love each other.
How much we can't afford to lose any of one.
How much we want this very friendship to last.
How much we want to stay close.
Just so much that i never thought it could be like.

Because we want it to stay, want it to last, don't wanna lose..
We promised to be truthful ! No hiding~ Being sucha honest.
Make each & other feel so much better than we can ever be.

Hold on to this faith in us & believe it gonna last for a long long time !

Although now, we don't get to meet often.
Well, we are getting busy. School, work, home.
Still we are just a phone call away. Anytime, any when. :D
Stay close, hold tight & Never let go.

I Love You,
You Love Me,
We Are Happy Family !
with a big big smile & a kiss for you today,
this will last for endless day.

You're just so much for me.
You're the impact in my life.
The changes in me, is from you.
Getting better than ever tot can be.
Improving me, & brought me to the right path.
Advice me, teach me, guide me, stood by me, dote me & so much more for me.
Watching me grow since last year & everything just within a year.
Countless things we encounter, getting better & better after rubbing our shoulder for number of times.

We laugh together,
We crap together,
We kpo together,
Although we seldom gossip together. HAHA!
&.. Never ~~cry~~ together..
But aha, somedays might... :x
Never failed to hits my emotion to the highest & lowest point.
The huge impact from you to me.

Everything, Everything..
I really appreciate it !
I cherish you, I cherish our friendship.

Yes, This is only true friend will do.

When problems come,
Always be the first.
Ready to share, Ready to listen ! 24/7

Years ahead, awaiting for us to walk on together.
The laughter still goes on, the smile still getting wider,
Share of burden, Be the shoulder, being there to listen, try our best to help.

-

Although I seldom confess my love to my dearest sisters.
But aha! believe you know i love you right, so much....
Years spend together............too much to tell. :D

I LOVE YOU ! :*